My face masked

My face masked... 
Will never show tears... 
Though my heart bleeds from unimaginable painful blows... 
Intensity getting stronger by the minute... 
But this humble poor heart just accepted it all. 

I will never allow to feel indescribable magnitude of pain... 
That no human deserve to endure. 
With face masked... 
I'll stand tall and proud. 

As these unending trials and struggles that 
my dearest Creator has gifted my trusting heart. 
With face masked.. 

One thing I can be sure.. 
I will not cry, I'll just take a deep breathe and sigh...
 allow my heart to suffer for awhile... 
But here's comes my formidable smile.. 
Coz showing tears is like feeling 
every single thing like a bleak weeping... 
It's only for the weak.. 

With head up high.. 
Mask removed... 
Feel my elation despite the pain 
thats killing the very essence of 
my entire core and being...
but I will forge ahead with much conviction...
 Dear self : I am strong... 
 I can do it!